Downs downs and ups.

I did say I would try to stop venting but my friend Mukesh reckons it's good for you. Not sure but the last fortnight has been less than uplifting. Rio Ferdinand joins the uncovered celebs, Poor Victoria got bunions with this pregnancy, two cousins of mine lost husbands to Cancer my computer got wiped along with the backup hard drive and the bloody printer chucked it.Just as I am on the spiral of black thoughts (not  racist Mukesh I promise) my family got an invite to see a friend?relative, a sort of cousin in law once removed or something.  We all went up to the Derbyshire moors, fabulous evening, great view and the calm started to  return. This couple had been trying for a child for some time,details are irrelevant but they have just had premature but perfect twins. One of each (a boy and a girl)  for those who are getting confused.When you see two tiny perfect babies you could put into the pockets of a large coat all the crap of the world just blows away. Long time since I got emotional but these two babes did it for me. Just thinking about how tiny the finger joints were and imagining the Nerves and muscles tying this wee machine together rekindled that awe that we often lose. Whatever religion you follow or even if you follow none the miracle of the human life still remains the most wonderful thing on this planet.